Bye Bye 2010 :)

The week after Christmas is very essential to me. It's the week you look back and review the year your putting behind you. My traditon is to come up with a sologan that fits the year. Every year in my past has been different for me. The years when I was little and was so stoked that Santa Claus came to my house and brought me gifts. My middle school years of the confusing infatuations. And this year, 2010, as a fourteen year old. Man oh man, have I learned a lot! Like the 29 year old woman your infatuated with isn't the prefect angel that you think she is. Oh no. She has a mean side to her shinning persona you've seen. She just hides it well. Yes, I'm talking about good ol' SKD again. She took up a large portion of the begining of 2010 for me. I actually fell for her act, and thought I could earn the title of one of her "favorites". Good news though people, today I no longer want the title. Let some seventh grader have it.
Lesson #2- It's okay to fanatize about marrying someone you've never met. As long as it makes you happy and takes your pain away from the previously stated infautuation go for it.
Litterally. I will take this advice to the grave. There aint nothing wrong with having a crush. Even on a celebrity whom you've never met and never will meet. And if you cry happy tears for two days over the fact they sent you thier autograph, so be it. Be Happy. You never know when something is gonna happen. And if you opened the door and there they stood; wouldn't you want a smile on your face? Hehe.
Lesson #3- The best friend your in love with could date you one day. So don't be so glum now girlie. Just dont ask what the outcome of that's gonna be. Or why you wont be speaking within two months. But hell, you dated someone for 12 days.
In your face SKD.
Something that corresponds to that lesson? Never believe someone outside your family loves you. Like really loves you. You'll know when they do. And in you doubt it, they don't. Listen to your gut. If you think you like them more than they do you, chances are your probably right.
So there you have it. My love lessons of 2010. Thats not even counting all the other lessons I learned this year. But I did come up with the sologan at last.
Never Say Never.
I told myself in 7th grade SKD would never even want to speak to me for a minute. I accomplished that, though she hates me today. But I still got that wish granted temporarily. I also told myself my ex best friend would never date me. She asked ME out first. "So we're like, offically dating right?" DAMN, I will never forget that line.
See what Im saying? I said Never to all these possiblities because I didnt think I was good enough to do any of these things.
Guess I was. Temporarily. But everything happens for a reason. A really really good one.
And 2010 was the year that we learned to Never Say Never.

The Years Of My Life.

Named each of my school years after a song I like. Enjoy! :)

6th Grade- 'Stronger'
When someone you care about breaks your heart, being strong is the only choice you have.

7th Grade- 'Jump Then Fall'

Sometimes we fall so hard for someone, all we ever think about is them.

8th Grade- 'I'd Lie'

Whenever you do something so bad, yet you can't even tell your best friend.

9th Grade- 'A Year Without Rain'

Staying away from the one you love is very painful. It takes forever.

highschool; at last.

well my blogger loves.. im in highschool. im sorry i havent updated but ya' know the drill. no time for anything but school and my highschool is no exception.
i love all my classes. ive been learning french--everyday phases, alphabet, numbers..etc.
I also take JOURNALISM! its pretty cool. a lot more news invovled than i bargined for but oh well. i heart it.
my digital imaging class is all about cameras the first six weeks. we go to to the schools garden today and take pictures. monday were uploading them into photoshop.
i cant wait.
english is a lot more in depth in writing this year and im pysched. i love to write if ya' havent noticed. hehe.
xoxoxo.
-bri.

Friday The 13th..

I never have good or bad luck on this day...except one year on the 13th, can't remember what month, my neighbor's dog got ran over by a car.
His name was Peanut and that was four years ago. She got a new dog recently who is ADORABLE! His name is Lil' Bear, and he is very,very friendly. But I love him anyways.
Same Sex Marriage is going to be allowed now in California. It's great, knowing that one day I will leave there and that will be allowed.
I like to believe we all commit sins in our lives. Some of us commit adultery, dishonor our parents, and many other things.
We covet, we envy and we steal. We murder, we rob, and we betray one another.
Being Gay doesn't sound so bad after all that huh?
If homosexuality is a sin and will send me to hell this is how I like to look at it. Would I rather be in hell with a bunch of lesbians or in Heaven with a bunch of Straight People?
haha. bet all you staright people are questioning yousevles now.
We Gays/Lesbains/Transexuals/Bis have our ways with words.
xooxoxo.
-bri.

Only Fooling Myself!

Hey my blog friends. Sorry for not updating but I have a reason ;swear.
I severely stoved my right hand. On accident. I got my hand smashed into a car door and it hurts like hell. Thank gosh for wanting to be like Kirsten Vangsness and writing with my left hand all summer huh?
I've been listening to a lot of music lately and thought I'd share it with y'all.
'I'm Only Fooling Myself' Kate Voegele
'Gone Forever' Three Days Grace
'The Hardest Thing' 98 Degrees
'If Everyone Cared' Nickelback
'She's Got A Boyfriend' Boys Like Girls
'It's All You Fault' P!nk
'Almost Love' Jessica Jarell

i heart these songs! check em' out and fall in love. seriously.
xxoxox.
-bri.

California State of Mind

Yesterday I got my schedule! Yes for highschool, and I'm very happy.
Why, you ask? Because I got my journalism class! Happy happy joy joy!
Here it is:
1st Mod- Digtial Imaging
2nd Mod- Journalism
3rd Mod-English
4th Mod-Science
5th Mod-Social Studies
6th Mod-French
7th Mod-Math.
I am finally going to get educated on how to be a journalist! I can't wait! Some of my stories could even be published in the school newspaper! How awesome is that?
=)
I bought a book called 'The Secret Language of Birthdays' and my theme song for life is 'Love Today' by Mika. I don't think it fits me too well but oh well.
It also said I was entertaining. Which rocks. I love to entertain people I know well. Sometimes I sound kinda corny though.
Haha.
Take Care my blog friends.
xoox
bri.

My Music Playlist.

Lately I've been loving music more than normal. Which isn't too extraordinary for me. Here's some songs I've been loving lately:
'The Man Who Can't be Moved' The Script
'The Only Exception' Paramore
'Christmases When You Were Mine' Taylor Swift
'I Don't Believe You' P!nk
'Begin Again' Confetti
'Almost Love' Jessica Jarell
'California Love' 2pac

Haha. I hope everybody enjoys my playlist. These are my favorites.
My all time favorite? California Love. It's been one of my favorites since March. hehe.
The Third, Fourth, Fifth songs are all for SKD, while the last two remind me of KSV.
once again, enjoy.
and accept my apologies for my erattic twitter and blogging behavior. this has been a busy week for me and I'll be updating as much as I can next week on my last full week of summer vacation.
:)