Bye Bye 2010 :)

The week after Christmas is very essential to me. It's the week you look back and review the year your putting behind you. My traditon is to come up with a sologan that fits the year. Every year in my past has been different for me. The years when I was little and was so stoked that Santa Claus came to my house and brought me gifts. My middle school years of the confusing infatuations. And this year, 2010, as a fourteen year old. Man oh man, have I learned a lot! Like the 29 year old woman your infatuated with isn't the prefect angel that you think she is. Oh no. She has a mean side to her shinning persona you've seen. She just hides it well. Yes, I'm talking about good ol' SKD again. She took up a large portion of the begining of 2010 for me. I actually fell for her act, and thought I could earn the title of one of her "favorites". Good news though people, today I no longer want the title. Let some seventh grader have it.
Lesson #2- It's okay to fanatize about marrying someone you've never met. As long as it makes you happy and takes your pain away from the previously stated infautuation go for it.
Litterally. I will take this advice to the grave. There aint nothing wrong with having a crush. Even on a celebrity whom you've never met and never will meet. And if you cry happy tears for two days over the fact they sent you thier autograph, so be it. Be Happy. You never know when something is gonna happen. And if you opened the door and there they stood; wouldn't you want a smile on your face? Hehe.
Lesson #3- The best friend your in love with could date you one day. So don't be so glum now girlie. Just dont ask what the outcome of that's gonna be. Or why you wont be speaking within two months. But hell, you dated someone for 12 days.
In your face SKD.
Something that corresponds to that lesson? Never believe someone outside your family loves you. Like really loves you. You'll know when they do. And in you doubt it, they don't. Listen to your gut. If you think you like them more than they do you, chances are your probably right.
So there you have it. My love lessons of 2010. Thats not even counting all the other lessons I learned this year. But I did come up with the sologan at last.
Never Say Never.
I told myself in 7th grade SKD would never even want to speak to me for a minute. I accomplished that, though she hates me today. But I still got that wish granted temporarily. I also told myself my ex best friend would never date me. She asked ME out first. "So we're like, offically dating right?" DAMN, I will never forget that line.
See what Im saying? I said Never to all these possiblities because I didnt think I was good enough to do any of these things.
Guess I was. Temporarily. But everything happens for a reason. A really really good one.
And 2010 was the year that we learned to Never Say Never.