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An overthinker deprived from the state of California, writing to the youth of America in hopes of her return.

Monday, June 6, 2011

Summer 2011 has arrived. :)

Oh good grief. I didnt think Freshman year would pass as fast as it did, but I am forever glad. I'm going to miss a few things about the year..having a class with at least two friends in it, the seniors and having Travel WV with Emi. Its kinda hard for me to believe that next year the kids I've known since elementary school will be graduating..
It's crazy.
That and how much I've changed since last summer. Last year I was so ANGRY at SKD and the whole Wal*Mart thing, now I'm over it. Maybe because I've met other people and realized how much more awesome some people are over her? I was reading through my old posts and was shocked over how much in love I thought I was. Crushing, maybe. But not love.
I never thought I'd see the day.
I went to good ol' Rome Township yesterday, and I saw SKD. I knew I probably would see her, but I honestly wanted to see if I had any feelings left for her. I don't think I do. When she said "Hi" to me, my heart didn't flutter, and I wasn't excited/happy at all. No, I was thinking of my ex girlfriend the entire time.
Maybe I'm in a sorta better place.
In one year my ex will be in college. I wont have to see her anymore, and I have a feeling that I'll feel the same about her then as I feel about SKD now. So I'm not worried about it, I'm just gonna trust myself and try not to force myself to do anything like I used to.
Maybe I am growing up.
Hmm...I can drive now. Thats another change. I passed my written test on the first try. I decided for sure that journalism is what I want to do with my life. I got on the newspaper staff. I'm going to a Journalism camp next week. I'm pretty happy about it. It's at Marshall and I get to take classes about things that I'll be doing for a living one day.
I AM STOKED!
So I used to say at the end of a blog: "Peace, Love and Shannon Tweed." Whoa. Middle School, much? I need a new & I'm out phrase..
Anybody got any ideas??
Oh! And my song of the week: "I Love You" by Avril Lavigne.