highschool; at last.

well my blogger loves.. im in highschool. im sorry i havent updated but ya' know the drill. no time for anything but school and my highschool is no exception.
i love all my classes. ive been learning french--everyday phases, alphabet, numbers..etc.
I also take JOURNALISM! its pretty cool. a lot more news invovled than i bargined for but oh well. i heart it.
my digital imaging class is all about cameras the first six weeks. we go to to the schools garden today and take pictures. monday were uploading them into photoshop.
i cant wait.
english is a lot more in depth in writing this year and im pysched. i love to write if ya' havent noticed. hehe.
xoxoxo.
-bri.

Friday The 13th..

I never have good or bad luck on this day...except one year on the 13th, can't remember what month, my neighbor's dog got ran over by a car.
His name was Peanut and that was four years ago. She got a new dog recently who is ADORABLE! His name is Lil' Bear, and he is very,very friendly. But I love him anyways.
Same Sex Marriage is going to be allowed now in California. It's great, knowing that one day I will leave there and that will be allowed.
I like to believe we all commit sins in our lives. Some of us commit adultery, dishonor our parents, and many other things.
We covet, we envy and we steal. We murder, we rob, and we betray one another.
Being Gay doesn't sound so bad after all that huh?
If homosexuality is a sin and will send me to hell this is how I like to look at it. Would I rather be in hell with a bunch of lesbians or in Heaven with a bunch of Straight People?
haha. bet all you staright people are questioning yousevles now.
We Gays/Lesbains/Transexuals/Bis have our ways with words.
xooxoxo.
-bri.

Only Fooling Myself!

Hey my blog friends. Sorry for not updating but I have a reason ;swear.
I severely stoved my right hand. On accident. I got my hand smashed into a car door and it hurts like hell. Thank gosh for wanting to be like Kirsten Vangsness and writing with my left hand all summer huh?
I've been listening to a lot of music lately and thought I'd share it with y'all.
'I'm Only Fooling Myself' Kate Voegele
'Gone Forever' Three Days Grace
'The Hardest Thing' 98 Degrees
'If Everyone Cared' Nickelback
'She's Got A Boyfriend' Boys Like Girls
'It's All You Fault' P!nk
'Almost Love' Jessica Jarell

i heart these songs! check em' out and fall in love. seriously.
xxoxox.
-bri.

California State of Mind

Yesterday I got my schedule! Yes for highschool, and I'm very happy.
Why, you ask? Because I got my journalism class! Happy happy joy joy!
Here it is:
1st Mod- Digtial Imaging
2nd Mod- Journalism
3rd Mod-English
4th Mod-Science
5th Mod-Social Studies
6th Mod-French
7th Mod-Math.
I am finally going to get educated on how to be a journalist! I can't wait! Some of my stories could even be published in the school newspaper! How awesome is that?
=)
I bought a book called 'The Secret Language of Birthdays' and my theme song for life is 'Love Today' by Mika. I don't think it fits me too well but oh well.
It also said I was entertaining. Which rocks. I love to entertain people I know well. Sometimes I sound kinda corny though.
Haha.
Take Care my blog friends.
xoox
bri.

My Music Playlist.

Lately I've been loving music more than normal. Which isn't too extraordinary for me. Here's some songs I've been loving lately:
'The Man Who Can't be Moved' The Script
'The Only Exception' Paramore
'Christmases When You Were Mine' Taylor Swift
'I Don't Believe You' P!nk
'Begin Again' Confetti
'Almost Love' Jessica Jarell
'California Love' 2pac

Haha. I hope everybody enjoys my playlist. These are my favorites.
My all time favorite? California Love. It's been one of my favorites since March. hehe.
The Third, Fourth, Fifth songs are all for SKD, while the last two remind me of KSV.
once again, enjoy.
and accept my apologies for my erattic twitter and blogging behavior. this has been a busy week for me and I'll be updating as much as I can next week on my last full week of summer vacation.
:)

I Hate That I love you.

There is one difference between you and me SKD, I love you and you hate me. You can hate me with everything you have and I'll still love you.
I will never get over you and move on,because your the one for me. My only, and my everything. If I ever had to spend my life sitting next to someome I would choose you. Sometimes I wonder how you don't see what I see, and feel what I feel, but in the end Love Conquers all. Maybe one day we'll have our own unique love story to tell the world.
But if we don't and never do, I'll still be in love with you.
Choose whom you want, even if it's not me I'll still forgive you and stand behind you 100%. I love you, and want you to be your happiest.
At last, here are some quotes for you and the people who choose to read my blogs. I have to write these romantic ones, because one day you might miss me and choose to read them. ;)

'And girl, I can't stand the way I love you, the way I need you, the way I crave for you to be with me at all times. But I love you, my unrequitted love and I can't let you go.'
'And if you ever wake up and your missing me, just come to me girl and we'll continue into what we always knew and wanted.'
Wherever you tend to be in this world SKD, I love you with all my heart.
xoxoxo.
bri.

guess what? it's august! :)

Finally, my blogger people/friends it is August. Much too soon if you ask me, but I am glad for it. There are many things that happen in wintertime that can't happen in the summer like:
Back To School (which will finally be highschool for me!)
Thanksgiving
Christmas
My 15th birthday
And much, much more.
Today, while in the car on my way to the Charleston Mall I was making a list of pro's and con's about starting highschool. Here's some of them.
PROS
being older, and getting more independence.
having electives. (really hoping for my journalism class!)
it's not beverly hills.
having the option to drive to and from school.
not being around SKD.
CONS
getting out a hour later and going an hour earlier.
not being in mr.kerr's band class anymore.
it's not a small school.
being the youngest of the bunch.
not being around SKD.

I can't decide if I'm happy or sad about the whole SKD thing. I'm glad I'll be away from her, but at the same time I am sad. One of the favorite things in the world is seeing her and that will be hard.
But I got used to 8th grade and will evantually get used to 9th.
I'm really hoping I'm going to have some classes with Emi. I love having classes with her. But we didn't sign up for similar electives but that's okay I guess.
We'll still be tweeters in crime.

I'm nervous too--I always worry about a lot of things. Getting lost, missing the bus, being bullied, being jumped, and failing.
I hate to fail--unless it's gym. Then I don't mind too much. But these last four years are really gonna count for me to ever get to California and live my dream as a journalist. They'll have higher expectations out there and especially for a east coast girl.

Oh, what a long wait. But I'm glad it's almost over.